Sunday, August 30, 2015

'Spine of a Sage's Staff'


*Excerpt from my book © Confessions of a Spiritual Apprentice. 



"She sits with the spine of a sage’s staff and closes her eyes. I glance around and notice everyone sitting perfectly still. I look back to Sharon. With beyond perfect posture, her chest is raised high and her eyes are still closed. Is this the part where the entities come into her body like in the movie Ghost with Woopie Goldberg? I ask myself.

The channel begins to speak in third person. Her voice is smooth and soft, almost nurturing.

“Sharon channels an entity called ‘The Scroll’- She is one in five people over the planet that have been chosen to channel The Scroll. The job of The Scroll is to rewrite ancient sacred texts. This is not done ‘pen in hand’, but rather through the sharing information with small groups such as this. Energetic seeds and spiritual codes are planted into participating members. The Scroll’s work is about transferring information to the group and helping them understand, translate and perceive what is shared. It’s about the group taking this information out into the world, and how this shifts the collective consciousness. As you; ‘the group’, begin to adapt to the concepts The Scroll shares, the greater the ability of humanity- to consider the universe in a new light. All of this is intended for the highest good of all, there is no force of a will to any thing or being. In the sharing of information, Sharon will also channel a dead Siberian monk named ‘Rasputin of Siberia’.”

There is a pause. Okay.., Like, what?? This is a TRIP!  I make a comical mental note that I’ve been beamed into another dimension! I reach for my designated ‘channel’ notebook and pen to take notes. Sharon next begins channeling the ‘Rasputin’ character. I glance to Maggie and she raises her eyebrows as if to say “I told you so!”    


Thursday, July 16, 2015

“Learning to constantly clear the mind..."

*Excerpt from my book © Confessions of a Spiritual Apprentice.

“Learning to constantly clear the mind and body of outer influences that have nothing to do with where or how you wish to experience yourself, is of the utmost importance. You will learn to disband distractions from outside influences, and also those of your own mind. Distractions slow your vibration down and can be reflected as an ailing and painful physical body, or the nagging of addictions that keep you bound to earthly substances, or the nagging of negative self-imposed patterns. A master co-creates their ʻtime and spaceʼ relationship with the universe via the transportation of thoughts and feelings through the Grid. A master is aware which distractions serve them and which do not. For instance, be you distracted by focusing on positive energy, you will in turn create more positive energy. Focus on negative energy and so create more negative energy. You are a master of your time and space. You are learning that everything is energy, and energy is vibration. Vibration resonates with like vibration. That is how you draw and repel people, places and things to you and away from you in life.”
“Learning to constantly clear the mind and body of outer influences that have nothing to do with where or how you wish to experience yourself, is of the utmost importance. You will learn to disband distractions from outside influences, and also those of your own mind. Distractions slow your vibration down and can be reflected as an ailing and painful physical body, or the nagging of addictions that keep you bound to earthly substances, or the nagging of negative self-imposed patterns. A master co-creates their ʻtime and spaceʼ relationship with the universe via the transportation of thoughts and feelings through the Grid. A master is aware which distractions serve them and which do not. For instance, be you distract

I scribble in my notebook and look up to see the Scrollʼs eyes are closed. After about a minute Sharon appears to blink her way back through to her body. There is only silence as everyone sits motionless. I sense a shift of energy in the room and swear I am hearing a high pitch ringing in my ears that becomes very loud and then suddenly stops. It seems to signal the end of this Channelʼs offerings for the night. Gretchen gets up and refills Sharonʼs tea mug with water. Voices begin to rise as the group reviews the eveningʼs themes with one another. It reminds me to make a list in my notebook. I title the page ʻScroll Topicsʼ: (1) The Grid (2) Be a Master of your Time and Space (3) Thoughts as Energy (4) The Highest Good." www.tuesdaymaythomas.com 

Sunday, March 30, 2014

OPEN AURA


Confessions of a Spiritual Apprentice  aka 'COASA' © Tuesday May Thomas

"This book is Eat Pray Love on Acid.."- 'The Masters Cup'

'Confessions of a Spiritual Apprentice'
A new book by Tuesday May Thomas.
Excerpt: 
Chapter Four  Open Aura

I close my eyes to absorb my tears and envision the mysterious beings as they reside behind me. What are they? Who are they? In my minds-eye I see small Gray beings with large black eyes. Aliens... In Assisi ? Through my blurry peripheral vision I see the white curtains of the open window above my head. They lazily fluff and a cool breeze offers a moment of relief.  The high pitch tone is still gnawing at my inner ear and my body begins shaking involuntarily. Several drops of sweat run down my temple and fall over my left eye and into my right eyeball. For a moment I forget I am paralyzed and go to wipe my eyes dry. I sense a slight movement in my arm and push with all of my will to move my extremity. As I do, the high pitch sound becomes louder and louder and the beings seem to speed up their proceedings of dragging chairs across the living room floor., with feet smacking and squishing as they go. I am sweating profusely, locked in this invisible straight jacket, and my vision is now blinded. Working my will to the max, I make a certified choice to turn around and catch whoever or whatever is behind me ‘in the act.’ A climax of sound occurs as if to counteract the upsurge of my inner will. It almost deafens me as I finally break through and release from this spell. The high pitch vibration suddenly ends and my body is free. Apprehensive, I turn around but see no aliens, and not a chair out of its place. Nothing has been moved or interrupted, and there are no beings here. I lay exhausted and saturated in sweat.
I sit up carefully and look around this quiet room. My breath is shuddering and my hands shake wearily as I reach into my pack. I know I have a $20 emergency phone card in my address book and it is time to use it. I see a phone upon the table next to the couch. I dial the card’s pin code, the country code and then the phone number to the Bodhi Tree Bookstore, my place of employment before I departed for my backpacking journey. “Hello, Bodhi Tree Bookstore, how may I direct your call?” “Tina, is that you?” I ask. “Oh my god, Hello ...Tuesday?” Her voice shrieks with excitement. “Are you still on the road? We have not heard from you in a couple months, are you still in Italy?” I begin to gasp and my voice cracks “Tina, they are here.”..... There is a pause and sudden silence. I can hear her take a deep breath. “Ok, this is what you have to do- close all the windows and doors. Next, beam blue light out of your pointer finger and close up any holes or cracks in the walls where you are. Beam the blue light out of your finger around each window and doorframe. Go into the kitchen and bathroom and seal up each and every sinkhole, shower hole and vent with the blue light. Finally, find a power spot in the room where you are and state aloud ‘I now command all inappropriate and discarnate entities, all dark beings, evil spirits and the like to leave this place and never return. I am a light of the highest order and command this to be so. So be it, it is done!’
I fumble for a pen and write down her directions. “Tuesday, state this affirmation with all of your might, and do so until you feel it is working, until it is true. Now go, and get to work sister.” Her words are powerful and resonate in my ears. She is right, there is no time to waste, I must get to this right away. I thank her and we hang up.
It is now after 2am. I make my way to Sophie’s room, wake her up and explain to my Italian friend that I had a run in with strange beings in her living room and that I must now shut all windows and doors, including those in her room! She recommends I speak with her mom, who I find out is a psychic Zen Buddhist Monk. I agree and we call Mama Zen. Upon completion of my sealing up every crack and crevice with my blue finger, and after stating the affirmation Tina gave me, Mama Zen arrives.
I am relieved by her calm nature and know I am in the right place. Mama Zen sits me down and I begin to cry hysterically and share what happened. I tell her I know I am not crazy. As I sit in her presence sobbing, I sense my energy is frazzled, and I feel extremely vulnerable. She asks about my travels and I tell her about the Rainbow and the LSD. She says two things are probably happening. (1) I am making an acclamation back into a reality that is not ‘living on the mountainside.’ (2) The LSD has cause a rip in my energy field and I am walking around with a ‘open aura’. She tells me to avoid alcohol and drugs of all kinds. She also says it is my job to heal the holes in my aura by doing intense cleansing and meditation. She tells me the state of my aura is like an open door to all sorts of unacceptable entities to enter, and basically screw with my mind.
She says it is normal to feel ‘crazy’ after what I experienced last night, and that I will probably feel everything around me with greater intensity until I build up my aura shield again..  “Tuesday, build white light around yourself everyday so you can function in your day to day life without interruptions from unwanted energies...” are her last words to me.

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Please consult your healthcare professional before participating in any
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I am not responsible for any action you resume, You are- Make it pleasurable.

© Tuesday May Thomas 2014

Saturday, January 18, 2014

Chapter 23- Thirtieth Birthday


The following is an excerpt from my book 'Confessions of a Spiritual Apprentice' ©

On this night, the eve of my thirtieth birthday, I stand in front of the bathroom mirror and begin to pull at my dreads. I fold my long hair to the left and then over to the right. I rub my scalp deeply and notice a dreadlock is thinning at the root where it meets my head. I find myself tugging lightly on the dread and it releases itself from my scalp. I hold it in my hand and decide to navigate the surface of my head for any other loose locks. I find another, and this time it is a much longer and thicker dreadlock. It is half loose and half still connected. I tug at it and feel the need to pull even harder. I hold the root hairs of this dread and then attempt to pull the thick lock from its source. With the sound of a rip and a tear, I succeed! I stand looking at myself in the mirror holding these two freed locks in my hand. I then ruffle my remaining locks and feel a sense of satisfaction flow through me. I wrap my two orphaned locks in a scarf and head to bed.

The following morning I pack my satchel with a pen, journal, pear, left over muffin from yesterday, bottle of water, sarong, shades and my quartz crystal. I glide by the kitchen area and grab a cup of hot chai and take to the hills barefoot. I walk for about a mile and get as high up into the land as possible. Even though there are few visitors at the retreat center, I still seek to be removed as much as possible. After finding a suitable place to pee in the bushes- I make my way a little further up the hill and find a nice spot that has just enough shade and just enough light to keep me comfortable.

Journal Entry- May 13th, 2002
I awoke this morning with a far out idea of how to incur healing and closure from afar. It’s kinda like an energy tool I guess, but it’s a letter. An energy letter.  As I thought about all the things I wish to change in my life- the idea of writing a letter directly to these things and people- came to me. The vibe from the energy letter was that I am to write to their Higher Self, from my Higher Self.  © Tuesday May Thomas 2013

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Please consult your healthcare professional before participating in any
 lifestyle changes you may feel are questionable to your health. 
I am not responsible for any action you resume, You are- Make it pleasurable.
© Tuesday May Thomas 2013

Monday, December 30, 2013

Light Body Activation

Enlightened Wisdom. Heal your aura. Learn to understand Shadow Energy and Tar-Body Frequencies within yourself and all around. Bring light into your body. Heal, Choose Love, Raise Your vibration.

Everything you Want is on the Other Side of Fear.



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Please consult your healthcare professional before participating in any
 lifestyle changes you may feel are questionable to your health. 
I am not responsible for any action you resume, You are- Make it pleasurable.
© Tuesday May Thomas 2013


Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Gorbachev



Excerpt from my upcoming book  
Confessions of a Spiritual Apprentice ©


"- After much dancing, hugging, smiling and tongue waggling, Aleph approaches and pulls me to sit at the fire. He offers a bottle of cool water retrieved at a pump the water diviners tapped. We sit for a minute or so and he reveals two tabs of acid in his hand. “Would you like to take a trip with me?” I look down and notice the small tabs are black in color. “They are ‘Gorbachevs’.” He says in a calm demeanor. His adam’s-apple voyages up and then back down his throat while he swallows slowly. I have never seen black acid tabs before. 

The tabs I have interchanged with have always had pretty pictures on them, with names like ‘White Lightening’, ‘Strawberry Fields’, or ‘Butterfly’. But a black tab with the name ‘Gorbachev’? I’m not convinced. He looks at me sincerely. “We will be tripping buddies. We won’t loose each other. I promise.” After pausing, I ask the universe for a sign. “Show me, by way of a clear sign if I am to take this trip tonight.” I send my sincere prayer out for divine guidance. I next find myself drawn to glance over and check on my quartz crystal that is cleansing by the fire pit. At that moment, It falls into the fire! I glance to Aleph. He sees it too. I reach for it and he places his hand to stop me. “It must need the fire's purification- better to leave it, no?” I agree and decide I have received my sign from the universe. -" 





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Friday, September 13, 2013

Past Life - Energy Attraction - Reincarnation

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I watch Lara as we clear an area amongst the trees to practice our daily yoga. I am learning so much from her quiet grace. She wears an Indian Sari top with a matching scarf draped across her torso, and a long skirt. “I think it is nice for people to feel safe getting a little bit naked here, but it is not for me.” She expresses confidentially. “I am terrified to show my breasts, let alone my entire body. Though I can’t help but wonder how it would feel- to be so free, and without feeling like men are drooling all over you- you know?” I say in return and she nods quietly.  

The attraction I felt for her has shifted and I am happy just being friends now.  I realize sometimes I confuse feeling physically attracted to someone, with being energetically attracted to them. She is so familiar to me. There is a definite sense I know her from before, but ‘how’ I know her is a mystery. With some people, you just know you can trust them, while others not so much. I’ve made acquaintances where there is immediate connection, or areas of common experience that make it easy to spend time together. With Lara it is all of the above. I have always had a sense that there is something in reincarnation, but I never felt the kind of connection with someone, where it could actually be true. The other night I asked; “So, why did you approach me at the restaurant in Italy? Why not someone else?” Lara tilts her head, and replies with a smile “Do you know about reincarnation?” I smile back. She nods and looks away. Maybe she knows who I am from a past life, and is waiting for me to remember her. -

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